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review How To Rape A Straight Guy Boner Book ñ PDF, eBook or Kindle ePUB Than when he went in Demands from his wife and zero prospects of a decent job are making it impossible for him to even think of having a normal lifeuntil he's hustling two gay men in a bar one afternoon and mentions his experiences in prison which included forcing straight cons to get off as he raped them A very satisfying method of revenge It seems the two men Wayne and Lenny want. The title of this book while probably being a little too bold in statement and a turn off for readers makes sense to me Because while reading I realized this isn t a story by Kyle Michel Sullivan Instead this is Curt s story This is 144 pages into the psychological constructs of a man who is retelling his story and the significance of these moments in his life And when I think about it the title seems fitting for what CURT would have chosen if he had published this snippet of his life to the massesTold in first person POV we get intimate with Curt s mind I felt like he was telling me convincing me about the choices he s made Some people may be repulsed with him after all he s by no means a good person But what I can say is that he s a product victim of his upbringing and the contradictions and brutality of reality Some of it was by his choice but I couldn t bring myself to dislike or hate him Curt s assessments of life were spot on in many instances and maybe that was the beginning of this very fragile connection I had with him What started out as a shallow story uickly became something much Curt will retell certain moments of his life at seemingly random times when he s reminded of it These introspective moments make Curt become something than your typical prison rapist He s actually a very complex character that contradicts every first impression you get of him at first This is Curt s story and my heart ached so much for him Did that excuse his actions No But damn it I just wished things were different for him I wished there was one person who could of held his hand and cared for him the way everyone deserves It s weird but that towel hurt me Gave me a pain deep inside I dunno why but I held it close Smelled it Let it go smooth over my skin Lay it gentle round my neck I d never felt a towel like that before Yeah that made my heart hurtThe blurb for this story is accurate but I felt it gives the wrong impression for what it all means This is a journey Curt s psychological journey And no there is no happy ending or even a happy for now in my opinion There is a feeling of regret at lost opportunities from a realization that could only come after the factMy advice don t read this if you re expecting a great original storyline Don t read this if you re looking for dark erotica though there is sex both MF and MM Don t read this if the topic and act of fictional rape and violence turns you off Don t read this if you re wanting a romance And don t read this if you need a HFNHEA But if you re wanting a powerful and gripping psychological journey of a man spiraling into an abyss then Curt s story is what I recommend

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review How To Rape A Straight Guy Boner Book ñ PDF, eBook or Kindle ePUB Some revenge of their own against a straight guy who's caused them trouble If Curt can get the bastard off while being assaulted they'll give him a car cash and a chance at a new life Being in the mood to do some damage Curt agreesbut step by step a stupid little bet begins to spin out of control and threatens to plunge him headlong into disaster And he's not sure he wants to stop i. 45 starsThis story resonates with me as I read it during a breaking story in real life in the news about a young North Korean man who miraculously escaped from a prison camp in that country His story is that he was born into slavery in the camp and knew no difference knew nothing of love or compassion or basic humanity We are left with a feeling of his being lost in the world with no solid anchor It is a story that I won t soon forget that such a place could exist in this worldBut such a place can always exist in our minds Curt is born into a life of poverty neglect and abuse How can he hope to climb out of that Do we make our own destinies or are they preordained by our beginnings Are some of us less hardwired to our humanity than others Nature vs nurture that is an age old uestion The title of this work will put many off and that is a shame because it inadvertently diminishes the content Add to that that this is not a romance nor is it erotica It is a close look at the psychology of a criminal who thinks he s just like you and me and there s the rub He doesn t seem to have the capacity to see his way out of the mire it s all he knows Just when Curt seems to get a glimmer feel a flutter of a reality check his anger and self loathing sucks him right down again Harkening to the title Curt sees himself as straight and given what he does to prove himself he is very conflicted about that too From petty crime to felony Curt continues a spiraling fall into the abyss We bear witness and ache for him to see the light This is a truthful raw look from the inside of someone who can t subjugate himself to the choice between right and wrong someone who has a great capacity for numbing himself to feeling and reflection and the acceptance of who he is We all seek control in our lives in varying ways Curt s balm is to control others physically to inflict on them the pain he has sufferedDespite the title this is excellent work Not an easy read not for everyone but compelling just the same

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review How To Rape A Straight Guy Boner Book ñ PDF, eBook or Kindle ePUB There's than one way to rape a straight guy and Curt's been through them all Now he's out to do some damage Curt has been beaten betrayed and brutalized by nearly everybody he's known Even his mother once a prostitute but now married and born again has banned him from contact with his younger brother and sisters Then he went through six years in prison and came out ten times harder. Ok so WOW The title really doesn t do this book justice and it would probably get so many sales if the author changed it It IN NO WAY prepared me for how awesome this book is I ve read one other book that I tagged as psychological genius this book makes two It s kind of eerie how well written this book is considering the fact that Curt is an uneducated ex con who speaks in slang and broken English But man oh man he lets you inside his head and doesn t let you go The book is written in first person and Curt s mind is a dark depraved place BUT as he relives his childhood and every unfortunate circumstance in which he s found himself over the years you can t help but empathize It really makes you uestion whether some people are just destined to have horrible lives and are unable to avoid making bad decision after bad decision But to the book Curt is an ex con trying to make it on the straight and narrow He can t find steady work the pay sucks and to compound matters his wife is sick and tired of him not pulling his weight Enter Wayne and Lenny two gay men he meets in a bar who sucker him into a bet that Curt can get any guy off whether they claim to be straight or not The payoff Lenny s dad s used car and 1000 Plus of course Curt gets to have sex with a guy that will be selected based on his specifications He agrees and goes home with Lenny and Wayne lets them suck him off for 250 easy money he can put in his wife s hand to shut her up while they formulate a plan as to how this bet will play outThis all sounds simple enough except there are moments of clarity where Curt realizes that things don t feel right For one thing there are times when a side of Wayne emerges that s not the desperate unloved gay man he first appeared to be He also seems to have the upper hand in the friendship and a uiet forcefulness that gets Lenny to fall in line when he needs him to Then there s the fact that he seems to know just a little too much about kidnapping and restraints Curt resolves to watch himand he starts to pay attention And as Curt gets these ping ping moments in his brain you the reader get them in your pulse like Oh gawd this can t be good The anticipation is crazyBut here s the kicker Even though there s a voice inside Curt s head warning him to walk away NOW he can t because as much as he claims to be straight he s come to love the feel of being inside a man Prior to his six year prison stint he was all about the women and he still loves being with his wife but and he s wanting the feel of the male body that feeling of power it gives him to see a man as big as himself submit and man he wants the man they ve agreed to target He really really wants him So he brushes that voice asideAnd steps into hellThings go very wrong very fast And Curt not the most patient rational man at the best of times allows the darkness within free reign This book is only 144 pages but honestly I m not sure my heart could have taken much Read it I know it s expensive 999 for 144 pages is against my religion Heck 999 for any ebook has NEVER happened for me but it is worth it even though it s not lendable on BastidsI m sure I ll read it again I just need some timeand a drink Be aware This is NOT a romance and it s not happiness and sunshine I had to create an m m general shelf just for this If you like this book The DMC is where you need to be

  • Paperback
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  • How To Rape A Straight Guy Boner Book
  • Kyle Michel Sullivan
  • English
  • 02 June 2017
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